Wallpaper
Find a place
where the most recent color
is beginning to peel
and start from there.
Chip away that layer
until another layer
appears. The farther
back you go the less
the choices will make sense;
white, light gray, blue,
fuschia, avocado (disastrous)
though none were made
with indifference.
Keep going long enough
in an old house
like this, keep going
far enough and you’ll
find the wallpaper.
Always magnificent
flowered and patterned
and permanent,
still down there
but unsalvageable,
like most unforgettable years.
–October 10, 2017